{"id":631,"date":"2017-03-27T06:00:42","date_gmt":"2017-03-27T05:00:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/?p=631"},"modified":"2017-04-26T20:43:37","modified_gmt":"2017-04-26T19:43:37","slug":"dix-mois","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/?p=631","title":{"rendered":"A tire d&rsquo;Ailes"},"content":{"rendered":"<!--[if lt IE 9]><script>document.createElement('audio');<\/script><![endif]-->\n\t<div class=\"wp-playlist wp-audio-playlist wp-playlist-light\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"wp-playlist-current-item\"><\/div>\n\t\t<audio controls=\"controls\" preload=\"none\" width=\"618\"\n\t\t\t><\/audio>\n\t<div class=\"wp-playlist-next\"><\/div>\n\t<div class=\"wp-playlist-prev\"><\/div>\n\t<noscript>\n\t<ol>\n\t\t<li><a href='http:\/\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/Michael-Bolton-How-Am-I-Supposed-To-Live-Without-You.mp3'>Michael Bolton - How Am I Supposed To Live Without You<\/a><\/li>\t<\/ol>\n\t<\/noscript>\n\t<script type=\"application\/json\" class=\"wp-playlist-script\">{\"type\":\"audio\",\"tracklist\":true,\"tracknumbers\":true,\"images\":false,\"artists\":false,\"tracks\":[{\"src\":\"http:\\\/\\\/lecoeurdeva.fr\\\/wp-content\\\/uploads\\\/2017\\\/03\\\/Michael-Bolton-How-Am-I-Supposed-To-Live-Without-You.mp3\",\"type\":\"audio\\\/mpeg\",\"title\":\"Michael Bolton - How Am I Supposed To Live Without You\",\"caption\":\"\",\"description\":\"<i>Michael Bolton - How Am I Supposed To Live Without You<\\\/i>.\",\"meta\":{\"length_formatted\":\"4:13\"},\"image\":{\"src\":\"http:\\\/\\\/lecoeurdeva.fr\\\/wp-includes\\\/images\\\/media\\\/audio.svg\",\"width\":48,\"height\":64},\"thumb\":{\"src\":\"http:\\\/\\\/lecoeurdeva.fr\\\/wp-includes\\\/images\\\/media\\\/audio.svg\",\"width\":48,\"height\":64}}]}<\/script>\n<\/div>\n\t\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"634\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/?attachment_id=634\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/Premier-jour-de-Lina-2004.jpg?fit=496%2C360\" data-orig-size=\"496,360\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"Premier jour de Lina &#8211; 2004\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/Premier-jour-de-Lina-2004.jpg?fit=300%2C218\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/Premier-jour-de-Lina-2004.jpg?fit=496%2C360\" class=\" wp-image-634 alignleft\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/Premier-jour-de-Lina-2004.jpg?resize=416%2C302\" alt=\"\" width=\"416\" height=\"302\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/Premier-jour-de-Lina-2004.jpg?w=496 496w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/Premier-jour-de-Lina-2004.jpg?resize=300%2C218 300w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 416px) 100vw, 416px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"635\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/?attachment_id=635\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/giphy.gif?fit=310%2C552\" data-orig-size=\"310,552\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"giphy\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/giphy.gif?fit=168%2C300\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/giphy.gif?fit=310%2C552\" class=\"alignright wp-image-635\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/giphy.gif?resize=169%2C301\" alt=\"\" width=\"169\" height=\"301\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>27 avril 2017. Le dixi\u00e8me mois s&rsquo;est \u00e9coul\u00e9 sans que je n&rsquo;ai eu la force ou le temps d&rsquo;\u00e9crire. Alors, il y a la rel\u00e8ve.<\/p>\n<p>Aujourd&rsquo;hui, c&rsquo;est Victoria qui m&rsquo;offre un hommage \u00e0 Eva pour ce onzi\u00e8me mois.<\/p>\n<p>Vicky m&rsquo;a lu hier dans la voiture, en allant \u00e0 l&rsquo;\u00e9cole, son \u00ab\u00a0monologue d\u00e9lib\u00e9ratif\u00a0\u00bb&#8230;, qui me rappelle qu&rsquo;elle va bient\u00f4t avoir 16 ans.<\/p>\n<p>La consigne du professeur \u00e9tait de s&rsquo;inspirer du \u00ab\u00a0Cid\u00a0\u00bb pour exposer (pour le lendemain) un dilemme personnel. Partie se coucher angoiss\u00e9e par la page blanche, elle a trouv\u00e9 l&rsquo;inspiration en se r\u00e9veillant et en \u00e9crivant d&rsquo;une traite son devoir entre 4H30 et 05h30 du matin&#8230;puis s&rsquo;est rendormie. Le r\u00e9veil a \u00e9t\u00e9 difficile \u00e0 7H06 pour un d\u00e9part \u00e0 7H20! Mais voil\u00e0 ce qu&rsquo;il en ressort. Nous avons d&rsquo;abord ri, car elle m&rsquo;a pr\u00e9cis\u00e9 qu&rsquo;elle \u00e9tait oblig\u00e9 de dramatiser un peu sur son fond d&rsquo;exp\u00e9rience personnelle, puis elle m&rsquo;a fait pleurer&#8230;, de bonheur&#8230;. Inspir\u00e9e, oui, comme ma douce Eva et libre comme sa maman.<\/p>\n<p>\u00ab\u00a0Ma Victoria, je me sens comme le second booster de la fus\u00e9e qui te porte vers ton Avenir. Un jour, il y a encore un peu de temps, je me d\u00e9tacherai pour rejoindre un oc\u00e9an de bonheur. Alors tout comme tes fr\u00e8res, nous te regarderons \u00e9voluer avec fiert\u00e9, nous veillerons avec bienveillance et nous t&rsquo;attendrons avec Amour dans le chant des \u00e9toiles.\u00a0\u00bb<\/p>\n<p>Victoria GOEMINNE &#8211; 24 avril 2017:<\/p>\n<p>\u00ab\u00a0<em>Oh\u00a0! Douleur infinie et tristesse sans fin\u00a0!<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>J\u2019ai le c\u0153ur qui implose sous le poids du chagrin,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Et me voil\u00e0 tomb\u00e9e dans une affreuse contemplation,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Au vu de ma pr\u00e9sente et triste situation.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Je reste muette, pourtant mon \u00e2me est d\u00e9chir\u00e9e,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Et je pleure tel l\u2019oiseau que je suis, emprisonn\u00e9e.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Que faut-il que je fasse pour effacer cette peine\u00a0?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Car je reste perdue, malgr\u00e9 moi incertaine,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Je ne sais pas si un choix raisonnable est le mieux pour ma Vie,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Et ne me fera pas perdre, et les go\u00fbts, et l\u2019envie,<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Vaut-il mieux que je parte\u00a0? Que je prenne la porte\u00a0?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Laissant derri\u00e8re moi un \u00eatre cher, affaibli de la sorte\u00a0?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Et si je pars, l\u2019abandonnant malgr\u00e9 moi,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ne suis-je pas certaine de le condamner au tr\u00e9pas\u00a0?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Faut-il que je reste devant l\u2019\u00e2tre et le feu\u00a0?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Perdant espoir chaque jour et mourant peu \u00e0 peu\u00a0?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ne reniant ni mon sang, ni mon honneur,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Mais juste mon \u00e2me et une grande partie de mon c\u0153ur.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Serai-je \u00e9go\u00efste en pr\u00e9servant ma Vie\u00a0?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Au d\u00e9triment de celui qui m\u2019aura tant ch\u00e9ri\u00a0?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ainsi serai-je un monstre que d\u2019\u00eatre tant ravie,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>A l\u2019id\u00e9e de partir et de vivre ma Vie\u00a0?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Cruel combat me d\u00e9chirant de part en part,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Car quoi que je fasse me semblera barbare.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Que ce soit mon honneur si rempli de tendresse,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ou ma soif de Vie, mon indomptable jeunesse.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ah\u00a0! Et quelle jeunesse\u00a0! Cette horrible tra\u00eetresse\u00a0!<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Elle fait bouillir mon sang et tomber dans l\u2019ivresse.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Je suis soumise \u00e0 ma passion, ma folie, ma d\u00e9tresse.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>M\u2019emp\u00eachant de rester en place, je fais les cents pas,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Les yeux si grands ouverts et pourtant je ne vois pas.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ma t\u00eate est encombr\u00e9e, mon Esprit divis\u00e9,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Il va falloir choisir, il est temps, je le sais.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Les ann\u00e9es se bousculent et se meurent \u00e0 mes pieds,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>La d\u00e9cision arrive, elle approche \u00e0 grands pas,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Son bruit me paralyse, me prend de haut en bas,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Il faudrait que je reste, que je prenne soin de mon sang,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Depuis son d\u00e9part, je le sais, je le sens.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Que je sois une femme non pas juste par le corps,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Mais aussi par l\u2019Esprit, la responsabilit\u00e9 et le sort.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ma d\u00e9cision est prise, mon destin est scell\u00e9,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Puisqu\u2019il en va ainsi, je me sacrifierai.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Mais halte-l\u00e0\u00a0! Un doute subsiste pourtant,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Que je devienne muette\u00a0? Moi qui parle tant et tant,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Que je sois amput\u00e9e de mes mots, n\u2019est-il pas important\u00a0?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>En effet, un oiseau est-il fait pour voir cesser son chant\u00a0?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>La personne que je ch\u00e9rie m\u2019a fait na\u00eetre et donn\u00e9,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Tout ce qui fait qui je suis, celle que je deviendrai.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Pour elle qui veut mon bonheur et juste pour cela,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ne serait-ce pas la trahir que de me trahir moi\u00a0?<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Mon \u00c2me me souffle que je suis dans le vrai,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Le choix me semble fait et m\u00eame il semblerait,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Que cette d\u00e9cision prise me d\u00e9passe grandement,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Et ait \u00e9t\u00e9 dict\u00e9e il y a bien fort longtemps.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Puisqu\u2019il faut partir et s\u2019envoler,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Je le ferai la t\u00eate haute et avec fiert\u00e9,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Pour rendre fiers ceux qui sont ou ont \u00e9t\u00e9.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>M\u00eame ayant le poids du chagrin sur mes \u00e9paules,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>De quitter ceux que je ch\u00e9ris tant, n\u2019est pas dr\u00f4le.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Le temps est \u00e9coul\u00e9, beaucoup de choses sont pass\u00e9es,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ma d\u00e9cision est prise, il est temps de la respecter.\u00a0\u00bb<\/em><\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"641\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/?attachment_id=641\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/DSCN7822.jpg?fit=2048%2C1536\" data-orig-size=\"2048,1536\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;5.4&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;E5900&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1206269168&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;10.6&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;78&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.0037579857196543&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"DSCN7822\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/DSCN7822.jpg?fit=300%2C225\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/DSCN7822.jpg?fit=640%2C480\" class=\"alignright size-full wp-image-641\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/DSCN7822.jpg?resize=640%2C480\" alt=\"\" width=\"640\" height=\"480\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/DSCN7822.jpg?w=2048 2048w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/DSCN7822.jpg?resize=300%2C225 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/DSCN7822.jpg?resize=768%2C576 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/DSCN7822.jpg?resize=1024%2C768 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/DSCN7822.jpg?resize=285%2C214 285w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/DSCN7822.jpg?w=1280 1280w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/lecoeurdeva.fr\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/03\/DSCN7822.jpg?w=1920 1920w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; 27 avril 2017. 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